Thursday

It's Thursday. I don't know how to explain how my day off went. I had off Wednesday because P had off that day. I don't exactly like the conversation but how he handled it was different than usual and I guess that means something. Just don't know how much it meant. Am I enough..? The question for 6 years, two months, and seven days. This topic will be on my mind for quite some time. The countdown begins. Looks more and more like ill be moving to Cali and leaving everyone I know behind. Including him. It's a sad thought to think but his track record says he will not choose me again. So much for my happy ending.